"You think you know, but you have no idea..."
Trying to capture everything I do, futile as it may be.

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I keep a small notebook by my side and do my best to keep a log of my day-to-day activities. This is the result.

Quick Monday Update

Monday, May 9, 2011

Less than 2 weeks left in LA.

Saturday: Celebrated mother's day with Ferdie, Lisa, Auntie Cely, and of course mom. I drove us to Solvang/Santa Barabara. We had an early dinner at the famous (from the movie Sideways) restaurant the Hitching Post. Then ice cream filled us up in SB (McConnell's).

Returned to check my phone (I had left it at home the whole day). Picked up Steffen in downtown LA and headed to Hesperia, where we slept.

Sunday (yesterday): Jet skiing. It was awesome. I'm so lucky to have relatives who would gladly take me jet skiing just because I hadn't done it yet. It was also INCREDIBLY COLD AND WINDY. I was shivering the whole time. Had plenty of food there. Drove back in the afternoon. Steffen got to meet my family, haha.

Today: Brian's birthday. I gotta run, to meet him for lunch in Alhambra.

Also, still no luck finding someone for my apartment, still sending out couchsurfing requests for my trip, still not sure about what to do for Vegas tomorrow! Ugh. And I need to get a travel backpack and maps from AAA.

Life Post-Work

Monday, May 2, 2011

11 days ago I left my job. It all came so fast; I can't believe that it's been a week an a half already. I've now shifted from being pre-occupied with work stress to transitioning into moving out of my apartment and preparing for my 4-month-long journey. I'm also trying to see/enjoy as much of LA as I can before I leave, because I don't know where my life will take me after I get my Master's next year.

Right now I'm sitting at my desk in my room. On my birthday. You know how some people really try to downplay their birthday as if it's no big deal? Well, that's not me. I've been celebrating since Friday (my bday falling on a Monday isn't very convenient). So far, 25 people have posted on my wall and I'm really feeling the love. I'm just euphoric, in a comfortable sense. I love it. (Although, there is a kind of loneliness associated being with the center of attention, even when everyone is focused on you.)

My last day of work was April 20. That night, I went out to celebrate with Felix (who was also celebrating finishing a paper) and his friend Sam, who went to DC with him, and her roommate Anka. We went to BrewCo. Felix stayed at Sam's for the night, leaving me alone in the apartment at 2am. The next morning, I woke up with the spring's early sun and headed to traffic court. They couldn't do anything about my violation, so I had to return a week later to sort it out. I then headed home, where I was greeted with good news: My UK visa had been approved! Also, the autographs
from my ANTM appearance arrived in the mail! I received my paycheck for my flash mob! And finally, MY NEW CAMERA ARRIVED. Wow, unemployment is turning out to be the best thing ever.

That Friday, I stayed away from West LA, because President Obama was visiting, and frankly, whenever the president's in town, every single street within 5 miles is fucked up for hours. I thus spent the day hanging out with Brian, going first to Pie n Burger in Pasadena, then hung out at my apartment before Michelle joined us for a vegetarian Mexican dinner.

Saturday, my third day of unemployment, was a day trip to Joshua Tree National Park. I picked up Steffen and Christoph in Westwood before heading to Silver Lake to meet Michelle, and Lawrence ended up driving us there. We stopped at Jack in the Box, where we helped a man find his way to a funeral, and Del Taco (although there were several Del Taco locations closer to the park!). Joshua Tree was at first unimpressive, with a 3-mile hike leading us to a grove of palm trees. But, we then went to Split Rock, where we hiked behind to a massive field of undulating rock formations. It was very cool. Then we climbed Ryan Mountain (while playing "marry, kill, fuck" and getting "The Climb" stuck in our head), where we took in panoramic views of the verdant springtime desert below us. Our final stop in the park was a great vista point where we took in an amazing sunset. It suddenly became chilly, so we rushed back into the city, to Chili's, in fact. My mom had locked herself out of the house.

The next week was spent hanging out with friends, or going out with family. I drove from West LA back to Glassell to celebrate Easter at Tita Fanny's and at Tita Cris's. Dinner at Morton's Santa Ana for kuya Ferdie's birthday. What an amazing meal. I met up with Chris on Monday night after his work. He seemed really stressed and overwhelmed with all the work he has. I could tell that he's not himself (was I like that while working?). We went to Burbank (Lowe's) then got vegan shakes at Sage Organic, then had drinks back at my house. It was great to catch up. On Tuesday (April 26) I had lunch with my mom in Pasadena, because she got off work early (feeling ill). I then drove to downtown to scope out locations for Saturday's Amazing Race. I returned to West LA with some groceries from Trader Joe's, and I watched The IT Crowd and Weeds.

Wednesday, I stayed on the westside. The weather was really warm/hot and brilliantly sunny. It feels like summer. I went to Aaahs and hung around Santa Monica in the afternoon (again planning my Amazing Race). Then I met up with Ruben for dinner at Tara's. He can't make it to my weekend celebrations as he'll be in Vegas. Felix's friend Andy came over and we drank, played beer hockey and fuck the dealer (fick dich Felix). Sam came over later, bringing scones and staying the night.

Thursday, April 28: I went back to court. They didn't have my ticket in their system, so now I just have to check every 2 weeks to see if there's anything for me to do. (winning?) Met Felix and Andy in downtown afterwards; we had dim sum at Empress Pavilion, then explored Union Station, Olvera Street, and little Tokyo. I bought ramen for my still-ill mom.

On Friday, I made a run to Target to buy supplies for the race, then I went for a hike in Eaton Canyon (Altadena) with Fernand. The hike was much more intense than I thought it would be. It was all climbing over rocks and hopping across the rapidly flowing creek. I cut my legs twice, and Fernand fell completely in the water at one point. But the waterfall is really pretty. After that, we went to happy hour at the Yard House. Michelle M was there, then Vincent came, and Kim Y. and Omri, who had just learned that she was accepted to Berkeley! (Go Bears!) We then walked to Barney's Beanery; Alex M. met us there, bringing with him Joan, and then Brian showed up.

Saturday: MY AMAZING RACE DAY. I assembled the clues and it was great. Full recap to come later.


Music of the moment: The Girlfriend Season - Live While You're Young; New Order - Blue Monday; The Starting Line - Best of Me ("We got older, but we're still young / we never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up")

THE LAST DAY

Wednesday, April 20, 2011



Watched the IT Crowd last night. Steffen randomly wanted to grab a beer, so we went to O'Haras. It was me, Steffen, Chris, Marie (and her friend Greg from Paris), Ruchi, and Jan. Then to In-N-Out.

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It's my last day at work.

It feels weird. Like the last day of school. I have spent so much time at this office. I can't believe it's actually happening.

Music: Rooney - I Should've Been After You
Lunch: Pizza party at Johnnie's pizzeria. Nice. Talked with my coworkers about travels, the crazy playoff games, and Coby's husband's food allergies.
Star drew me a goodbye picture and haiku. Aww.

The NBA playoffs (1st round) are exciting. The (NHL) Kings blew a 4-0 lead last night to lose against San Jose. The Dodgers got taken over by MLB.

Advice from coworkers: (LG's cousin) Rent a car, swap its tires with your own car's [technically illegal - don't!]; (JL) write off your travel expenses on your taxes as research for your book that you will publish.


Watched Sixteen Candles last night. It was good, much better than I expected.


Ate mac & cheese and peas & carrots.

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Woke up with a really bad stomachache. It felt like my insides were really twisted into knots. Stomach flu? A parasite? Tapeworm? WHAT THE HELL?!

My drive to work was under very pleasant weather - 60 degrees with mixed sun and clouds. A car stopped instead of turning left onto SM Blvd from Westwood. Set me back 5 minutes.

Music: Rooney - Should've Been After You
Lunch: Leftover mac and cheese
Requesting my tickets for the 2012 Olympics in London!


MY FINAL DAYS at GBG.
Aileen M. (my cousin) has moved in to my mom's house. She got a job in Pasadena last week and just couldn't make the drive from Hesperia everyday (it's 4 hours round-trip, costs $200 in gas for the week)!

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Commuted to work from home. Monday morning light - I took Alvarado to Olympic. The marine layer was in, it felt like I was driving to high school again. It also felt like summer. I guess I'm antsy; it's just beginning to hit me that I'll be leaving soon on my summer travels!
Lunch: Leftover vegan food - Jack Daniels barbecue jackfruit sandwich, and potato salad. Sooo yummy. I'm really into vegan food. I can easily get unhealthy food at home, so I should be uber-healthy when eating out, right?
I wrote a guide manual for my shareholders job. It's comprehensive, like 6 pages long.
I am planning an "Amazing Race" around LA for my birthday celebration!

At work late today (6:40pm) - organizing files before I leave. Wow, it's really hitting now!

Weekend 15-16-17 April

Tuesday, April 19, 2011


Friday night
Swiss Chef restaurant. Shared fondue with Felix, Jan, and Chris. Jan has a new niece. Returned to the apartment, played poker, blackjack, and beer hockey.

Saturday
A very lazy day. It was amazing.
Woke up 9am. It was already 80°F and really sunny outside. I had planned to go to mom's but stayed at the apartment to organize music files. I subsisted on chocolate soymilk for the day.
4pm - biked to Santa Monica beach. Soaked up some afternoon sunshine and a cool ocean breeze. It was incredibly pleasant. It was perfect. I had not a care in the world. I returned around 5:30, showered, and, exhausted, I passed out on my bed. Before I knew it, it was already 8:30 and dark outside. My body must've been really exhausted from the bike ride (my bike's tires seemed underinflated, so that might be it).
Made pasta (linguine with peas/carrots) and watched a few episodes of Californication. Then sleep around midnight.


Sunday
Stayed in the apartment for the first part of the day. More music organizing. Went home in the afternoon. Had vegan dinner with my mom and Sage Organic Bistro in Echo Park. It was amazing. I had a Jamaican jerk burger with sauteed onions and mushrooms served on a sprouted wheat bun. My mom had a Jack Daniels barbecue jackfruit sandwich. We also shared some amazing buffalo sauce coated polenta croquettes. This restaurant really is great.
My cousin Aileen arrived. She's moving into my mom's house to help with her commute to/from Pasadena. (Driving last week from Hesperia, she spent $200 on gas, and 4 hours a day on the road. Misery!) Watched The Amazing Race as it went to Austria.

Friday, April 15

Friday, April 15, 2011



Art walk last night was... well, disappointing. No one wanted to come besides Felix. There was a 21+ display by the LA Times in a parking lot on 4th/Spring. Meh. I met Felix, we went into the Edison, where we ran into Parrish. (EVERY SINGLE ART WALK I run into someone I know!) We discussed potentially doing archery this Saturday. The three of us left, shot some vodka at Parrish's car, then went straight for the food. I got falafel, Parrish wanted meat, Felix didn't eat. Felix did run into a guy whose name he didn't remember and whom I had never met (presumably someone from Ruchi's parties?). The cops were out patrolling the sidewalks. Ugh. We ran into Felix's Irvine friends who had come to my party last November. I hardly remembered any of their names. What a small world. There were mothers out with babies in strollers. Art walk has offically not only gone mainstream; it's become... *cringe* TOURISTY.

A homeless person crossed the street as I was driving home in downtown LA. He wobbled for a bit, and then collapsed. Fucking LA, that is one thing I will not miss about this city. The incredibly rampant poverty and disgusting wealth gap.

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Lunch: Panda Express part 2.
Considering hiring a private investigator to track down something important for me.
Jack and Rob are going to Iceland during the same time that I'll be there!
The weather is warm. In the 80's today. It feels summery in a stuffy way. I would like cool, moist air, or hot, dry air. Not this warm mucky mistiness that I feel as I walk around.

Swiss Chef restaurant tonight. Gonna try some racklette finally. And maybe get drinks with ANg afterwards?


Got a veggie burrito from Poquito Mas. The burrito was meh - needed some grilled veggies or rice at least. The woman parked next to me asked for a jump start, but I had no jumper cable to help her out. She was acting very dumb and helpless; I couldn't help thinking, "do all women think guys are that gullible?" After that I saw her ask at least another 3 men for help.

As I was driving back to the apartment, I saw a guy in an old leather pilot helmet with goggles. He was wearing a leather jacket and had his eyes transfixed on the sky. He had one arm on his hip, and with the other arm he pointed directly at the sky. I glanced up and saw the he was pointing either at the moon or at a small plane. He seemed crazy, yet somehow, in that fleeting moment, I completely understood him. And that is another thing that I will miss about LA.

Back at the apartment, I watched some of the Lakers playing the Sacramento Kings (their last game in Sacramento), and the Dodgers game too. Slept around 10.

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Woke up early and took my car to the carwash on Overland and Venice. They really cleaned my car thoroughly. Traffic was insanely bad. Overland was jammed up the entire way. It took me 8 songs (that's approximately 28 minutes) to get to Century City. It should only have been like 10 minutes. [I later found out from Ryan that there was an accident that had shut down the street.]

Today is better than yesterday at work.
National Parks week is next week! I think I should celebrate my liberation from employment with a camping trip!
Meeting at work to divide up my responsibilities - among 3-4 people! Whew - I do a lot of work for this firm! They really rely on me. It's good to know that :)
Lunch: Panda Express. Again no eggplant tofu, so I'm eating chicken :X
Finished Me Talk Pretty One Day.
My departure from my job is really causing some disruption in the work duties. I'm feeling slightly guilty about it.

Art walk tonight.