"You think you know, but you have no idea..."
Trying to capture everything I do, futile as it may be.

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I keep a small notebook by my side and do my best to keep a log of my day-to-day activities. This is the result.

Friday I'm in Love! 2011 - January - 7

Monday, January 10, 2011

Last night, I returned from work (through some typical West LA traffic... argh) around 6:30.
Manuel, my magic German couchsurfer, arrived at 7:00. He was hungry, and I was hungry, and it was his last night, so he wanted to thank me by taking me out to dinner. Since I was still kind of sick I opted for pho. We ate at Le Saigon just down the street. Afterwards, as if we weren't full enough, we went to Cafe 50s for a brownie sundae. It was decadent. Manuel noticed the magician's cards on the ceiling and we talked to the waitress about it. She was really into Manuel's magic. (Oh that sounds almost dirty...) Then we left, stopped by Vons and back home. I learned that Manuel has some tough situations in his life and is an only child like me. He also met the Arctic Monkeys before they became famous. WHAT?!

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This morning, I dropped off Manuel at the bus stop - he's going to SF with a rideshare. Sigh, now I feel the bittersweetness of saying bye to a new good friend. Such is travel.
Music: Blink-182 - What Went Wrong; The Cure - Friday I'm in Love; Bloc Party - Banquet; Phoenix - Lizstomania.

I'm now leaning towards studying development economics. I should just do what I love. Travel, film, meet people. Yeah, I wanna make movies!

Lola Titay passed away.

Tita Elsie arrived at the airport today.

Lunch: Marty's Hamburger Stand - drove there with Harry, Jack, and Ryan. Paralegal lunch!

Because I had a light fever, I emailed in sick to work (at 5:30 am). I ended up coming in after all - around 12:30. When I woke up, around 10am, I semi-purged my facebook, going back several years. Manuel woke up around 11:30, and he had to secure a ride to SF tomorrow (and he did - with a British-sounding guy leaving from Echo Park).

I brought Manuel with me to work - he's going to the Grove to do some shopping and to maybe do more magic back on the Santa Monica pier (where he was quite successful).

I ran into my old friend from HS, Chris F.! He's doing a PostBac at USC and going to med school, living with Ryan A., who's in law school.

I'm unusually productive at work today. Just getting sutff done with no distractions.

Music: Reel Big Fish - Sell Out; No Doubt - Spiderwebs; Lady Gaga - Alejandro; Taio Cruz - Dynamite

I feel confident. I've been looking people in the eye, and have been getting more attention from the ladies haha!

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." - kind of summarizing my feelings on Manuel leaving. He's totally like me in many ways. Like, if I were born in Germany I would probably come out like he did - smart, studying film/multimedia, and traveling the world.

Lunch: Soup (Gelson's)

Google wants me to come in for another interview!

I'm at work til 6.

Wednesday Night, January 5, 2011

Thursday, January 6, 2011

After a short day at work (which didn't seem so short because I really had little to do), I headed back to the apartment around 5:30. Traffic was somewhat bad. I had just gotten Inception on my Netflix, so I put it in the DVD player. But my body was so exhausted, that I began dozing off. So I headed to my room and lay down, but after a couple minutes I got a text from Alka telling me that she, Sandra, and Manuel were meeting up in 30 minutes for drinks. I thought that I needed to rest (since I was beginning to feel sick), but I really wanted to go out too. So I headed straight out the door and to Santa Monica.

Parking was hard to find, but I got a space on 7th and walked to the Britannia Pub. None of them were there yet; Alka and Sandra were still getting on the bus, and Manuel was nowhere to be found (I walked around looking for someone doing magic on the street). My stomach was growling, so I just sat at the back of the pub and ordered food and some tea for myself. The three of them arrived about 15 minutes after I got my food. We talked, I learned that Alka came from Ohio and was reluctant to show us her ID. Manuel had been with James to make the video of him doing magic (for his own personal use). It turned out well, but he regretted taking such a long lunch break. Sandra was mostly silent for the evening, likely because her boss had gotten fired that day. Manuel ordered apple pie with ice cream, giddy with excitement. The server found it cute. Manny also did a couple magic tricks; he's constantly making credit cards disappear and tried to make a quarter go through the table (but made the salt shaker disappear). We couldn't remember #17 from our game the previous night. Only: 1. fragile - 2. Alka - 3. California - 4. Viva Mexico, cabrones! - 5. seven - 6. shut the fuck up - 7. [pound table and clap hands twice] - 8. octopus - 9. squid - 10. Miami - 11. nine - 12. NEIN NEIN NEIN! - 13. Just stop this right now - 14. Oaxaca - 15. gay - 16. supercalifragilisticexpialidocious - 17. ???? - 18. ha HA! - 19. uhhhhh - and 20. Oasis.

We went upstairs and played pool. Sandra and I were teamed up, and we were not good at all. Manuel was the best player of us all, and Alka was moderately decent. We got more drinks, I got more tea, and soon the Beatles cover band began playing. The music was good. We grabbed a table and began to play drinking games - never have I ever, the game where you tell three stories about yourself but one is made-up: (Alka has changed her major 3, not 4, times; Manuel's parents never went to court over his two names; and I've never been kicked out of a bar). We then played a game where I had to figure out the rules, basically by asking them questions. I had a hard time thinking up questions, especially embarassing ones, so I don't think it went too well, but it was fun nonetheless! We were in a mood to keep share embarrassing / sexual stories, but the girls weren't too enthusiastic.

I drove them back, but on the way to the car, we played an improv game (or just Manuel and I did). I had the Beatles stuck in my head. We blasted Lady Gaga's "Alejandro," MGMT's "Kids," and Muse on the way home and while dropping off Alka and Sandra (Manny forgot his magic shirt so we returned to get it; I climbed on top of my car).  Back at the apartment, Manuel introduced me to gelaskins.com (for my Macbook) which I will likely order soon! He then shared the story of his complicated relationship with Arianna, the girl he was supposed to be with this week but who instead betrayed/ignored him. And he seems to have really been hurt by it too; that's part of the territory when you live life so passionately.

Anyway, it's now 6 am and I've been up for the last 3 hours. Can't sleep. I've been in a dream-like state of half-sleep, unable to tell if I was dreaming or not - the thoughts in my head are all about what has happened tonight (Manuel's magic tricks, our drinking games, me trying to figure out magic myself).

2011-01-05 Wednesday

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Last night was eventful. I finished watching Swingers. I napped. Waited for Manuel to return but he skyped me and decided to just stay in Santa Monica. Brian arrived at 10:00, ate his burger from McDonald's, and we were off to SaMo to meet up with them. We went to the Brittannia Pub. There we met up with Sandra, Christoph, Manuel, and Alka (Sandra's roommate). Manuel had bought new shoes. Chris left early. We played "Octopus" - counting around from 1-20 and each time substituting a new word for one of the numbers. There was karaoke. We left and I drove them to Sandra's apartment to drop off Alka, who looks like Sapphire, a neighbor of mine in London. The remaining four of us went to The Joker, just nearby. Manuel and I played a round of pool. Drove back to the apartment. I had a little wine, Brian left, and I slept around 2:30. Manuel bounced to some Eminem then took Felix's bed.

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Today:
I'm feeling sort of sick. I went to the court archives in downtown LA to pick up an order of documents for work. On the way back to the apartment I DROVE BY THE GOOGLE MAPS STREET VIEW CAR on the freeway! I stopped by Vons and then returned to the apartment to cook ramen for myself. Work called and needed me because it was a hectic morning. Manuel was still just waking up - he played "Hamburg Song" by Keane, which was technically imperfect but surprisingly deep and soulful. He's doing more street magic today in Venice - and James should be meeting up with him to make a video. Honestly, I really wish I could join them. I feel like I'm wasting my life away at work. I really need to focus on doing what interests me.

The weather isn't as cold.
Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise); Carolina Liar - Show Me What I'm Looking For; Eminem - Lose Yourself
Lunch: Ramen (with Kale! I'm so healthy)
I'm learning (or trying to learn) the basics of magic. How to palm objects, for example.
I made a budget with www.mint.com - very useful! Especially if you have more than one bank account.  You can set budgets, etc.

Yeah... I think I'm getting sick. Ugh.

I feel surreal. I feel like a grown-up, whatever that means.
The world seems different - things even smell different.

Last night I napped for an hour or so, then watched HIMYM (a good but somber episode) and began to watch Swingers. Manuel arrived back at the apartment, having earned $39 doing street magic in Venice beach. How cool is that? I wish I was the type of person to perform on the street - it takes a certain type of personality. And some skill that I can use to perform with. Unfortunately reciting economic and geography facts doesn't play too well on the street.

I spent the evening with my new friend Mary (J Roa's friend). We went to Liquid Kitty. Good times. She ended up sleeping over.

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Today: jogged. Mary left at 6am then returned around 7:30 to say bye to me in person. She's off to Berkeley now. I went to work at 9:25am. Hella late, but I didn't care.
It's cold still, especially in the mornings. I've got a sweater on, inside the office.

I want to make a video/short film - maybe a tourist guide to Eagle Rock / Glassell Park.

Lunch: Butter chicken (frozen food)

Hmm. Without Facebook at work, the day goes by much more slowly.
I wanna get a tattoo. And go surfing.

2011! January! 3!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011


Yesterday I drove my mom to the airport.
Had beer and pizza at home, then back to West LA.
It's raining! Pouring!
Felix was packing his stuff to go.
Manuel arrived. He's quite talented - speaks Spanish, does magic, and makes movies! I'm jealous.
Felix left at 3am for LAX for his flight to DC (via Houston).
Lunch: Leftover pad see ew.
It's really chilly outside. My arm is frigid, and I'm wearing a jacket and I'm inside the office!

New Years Part 1 - 30-31 December

Monday, January 3, 2011

Thursday: A day off! Felt so good.
Spent the day getting ready for the party - organizing my room and buying supplies and such from Smart & Final, Whole Foods, etc.
Last night (Wednesday) I went out with Ruch and her friends. We celebrated Sunam's birthday with a broken hookah in Westwood and music and dancing at Santa Monica's Circle Bar.

Felix met up with his friend (Marco) who lived with him in Berlin but is originally from Pasadena. I was too busy getting ready to join.

Friday: PARTY TIME.
I got two platters of Thai food and three large pizzas. Enough food? I hoped so. (It turned out to be just right - the formula for what would be a great party!)
Jonathan arrived first again, 3:00. I thought people would have come by then. Whatever. Felix returned with Mine and Chris from Universal 30 seconds after 3:00, so they just missed the Jäger. Ruben and Patrick came. More drinks. MR and MM (who left early). Steffen. Stephanie and Julie and Julia and Nina. We played two games of king's cup. Manuel from Couchsurfing arrived. And the BIRTHDAY BOY James, with his friend Mark from Kentucky. Willem and his Dutch friends. Kevin and Crystal came too! And Christina wish Shisha. And Joan and Mary! And Brian came from work! By this time I was very happy drunk. I was dancing everywhere and trying to mingle with everyone (from later reports I heard that I did a very good job of this). It was such a diverse group of friends (more than usual), but it turned out amazingly. Despite the fact that I threw coke all over the wall, and that two of James' "friends" wouldn't leave at the end of the night, and there was the random "neighbor" who didn't want us to turn the music down, but wanted to share some weed. Haha! I didn't end up feeling sick or drunk at all, but I was happy and energetic the whole night. I credit the Thai food! :)

I've got a lot going on this new year, a lot of resolutions. And I celebrated the new year with what people have been telling me was the best party I've thrown so far.

I'm going to try to reduce my distractions at work this year, so the posting frequency on this blog may decrease significantly.